This is about to get personal.

I love him. He makes me feel amazing in every single way.  He would do ANYTHING for me.  And that doesn’t make him whipped.  He just loves me and it’s the one thing I cherish most in this world: his love.

My favorite thing is when we are laying on the couch watching tv.  Me on my back, him on his side.  And he lays his head on my shoulder, sleepy.  Then his top leg rests over mine.  Then his arms tightly but gently wrap around my waist.  In this moment, he looks so innocent.  So serene.  So helpless.  In this moment, I am the happiest, because it makes me feel like he needs me just as much as I need him.

And the sex.  I’m sorry if you are offended or surprised but humans are sexual beings!  It’s just fantastic.

That’s enough about that.

He won $540 playing poker online today.  I’m so proud of the love of my life.  My Fiance.

Those of you who know me and are reading this: you guys are awesome, but maybe judging me a bit.  That’s totally ok!  I just don’t care because I’m so happy.

I love everyone.

Letdown

Being let down has got to be in the top three worst feelings (along with missing someone, as previously stated.)  And when you miss the person that let you down, its like double the sadness.

Why can’t he just keep a simple little promise?